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She looks at the girl in the mirror. She is wearing a purple dress and swirls around on tip-toe. Her ballet shoes circle up her slender legs like crawlers that are feeding on her very soul. Her reflection looks so happy. The girl isn't wearing a pink, cute dress. She doesn't dance ballet and she has no soul for even a cactus to live of. She wears a loose blouse that covers her curves effectively. She has no gender. She knows she's a girl by sex, but her gender... there is the gender of her dreams. Undefined, but somehow related to the girl in the mirror. And there's the gender she is showcasing. Undecided. She wants to cut her hair short - for ambivalence, for the sake of contrast, but she doesn't. She does nothing. Everything stays black and blue.

I am a woman. I am a Christian. I am a lesbian. I live in Denmark. I study theology. I dream of world peace, of everybody being happy (including myself) and of becoming a writer. I want to visit Japan and watch a Takarazuka performance live. I want to live truely and truthfully. I want to make my girlfriend smile as much as it's possible. I want to make my friends shine. I love cats and children and the Song of Songs and the Psalms and Murakami.

I believe in God, but with belief comes doubt. I am currently suffering from a severe depression, but I am fighting my way back towards the light.

Favourite Takarazuka Show: Elisabeth (Yukigumi 1996) and Datenshi no Namida (Yukigumi 2006).
Favourite Scene: Ave Maria - The Story of Erik (Phantom, Soragumi 2004) - Rosalie's Dream (Rose of Versailles - Oscar-hen, Yukigumi 2006).
Favourite 'Siennes: Maikaze Rira ♥ ♥ ♥, Ichiro Maki ♥ ♥ ♥, Hanafusa Mari ♥ ♥, Miho Keiko ♥ Shirahane Yuri ♥, Haruka Midori ♥ Takane Fubuki ♥, Ayabuki Mao ♥, Todoroki Yuu ♥, Mizu Natsuki, Haruno Sumire and Otori Rei.
Favourite Troupes: Yukigumi, Senka.

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